ttt + computer

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Click and click and click, I visit old entries from tmo, a blog I had on Write.as some years back. At the time I never thought I would stop writing there, daily. Then coins get tossed and it lands Tails and I say “fuck it, let's do a clean break”. Countless entries from the years (2018-2022). File sizes of 20mb or more (per folder/per year). So a litany of words. I then remember what I had oepned the browser to do – look up my old, deeply embarrassing YouTube channel. I found it on Wayback Machine, the crass and fradulently dedicated videos about how I would make videos. All with the faded and low megapixel thumbnails of the Never Vlogger™ trying to get into the hobby. So I didn't, and now the 20+ videos sit in archival reprieve where I forgot about them mostly – unless I feel like remembering what an idiot I was :)

There, next to the YouTube bio, a link to my old gossip blog (what became of it). Writing about Sam Ronson's mug shot, a model “Naked, Nude, With No Clothes On!”, and other early-ought interests I had – revolving around the ad dollar and doll eyes for glossy tabloid magazines.

So after scanning the blogroll of 2008 (knowing these publications are now long gone), I step back (to reality) and am glad I am not doing any of those things. Heart and soul journaling on tmo, the gossip/gossip mill of notorious news, or trying (trying?) to make YouTube videos.

Groceries being delivered. Later

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Hello, and hi again

Blogging, I like it. On and off over the years, but I like it. A thing (possibly superfluous, 100% perceptual) that I noticed, with blogs, is that tones and voice have changed a lot in the past few years. I think people are recognizing, or maybe taking more seriously, the concept of their blog being their Home ont he Internet. A lot goes into a blog over time, people discover things, share more, and grow as daily writers and individuals. A self-commited habit of mostly net benefit.

Days of hyper-egotistic writing (in those eras – early-oughts, maybe even late-90s – usually with an ad-driven offering) are dissipating more and more. The 2018+++ era of writing online for many shows promise for more candid, and conversational documents. Perhaps less hesitation towards replying to a blog via a post on one's own blog. Or sort of public-replies – like a “quoted RT” (sorry for drumming up a Birdsite reference), only a more methodical and fleshed out text document – meantime, broadcasting (in a positive way) the other blogger's entry.

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Eyeglasses. An astounding thing. Vision has improved, gradually and more. Meaning: vision – at-time. My actual vision doesn't improve. Less (or no) headaches at the end of the day, no more lightheadedness. These will prove correct by day's end. I am ½ hour into being “four eyes” again.

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I sit here and think of software and languages I have yet to explore. Things I've always said “I will learn that”, “I will explore that”, and I did, and do, here and there and on occassion. Some of those things being emacs, bash scripting, git, and others. And though the emacs is something I am just now considering getting into, bash scripting I've bee re-re-visiting for over a year. Only now delving more into walkthrus, how-tos, intros, “for beginners” entries, and cheatsheets.

I am not “delinquent” in their exploration, just my own pace.

Still, I feel my for couple years in system administration, this operator 1 is more an opening salvo for a deeper delve into programming. Similar to how 2020, when I was exploring (but only moderately liking) web development.

housekeeping:

Got rid of ttt-archive and now all the GOOD entries are here on ttt-computer. Too many “I'll link this” statements and then me telling the preson “oh, link it with ttt-archive as the url, not ttt-computer, because I archive everything. Now it's just here. If one has linked archive, delete or/and replace with ttt-computer URL – thank you :)

I may clammer together and about but I have a different idea.

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The sun shines outside, overtly warm in the early weeks of Summer. I stay inside – dark, cool (cold) and in the dim glow of a Linux terminal with the Nightlight feature set to mostly warm.

I think openly about the current times, and my recent state of mind. In recovery: Scurvy, lethargy, sickness, fever dreams – all plagues of the past two years – now gone from addressing the deficiency in Vitamin C. New days and new light ahead.

Public Linux servers and public UNIX servers pass time – phone calls, less so. E-mails, pretty much daily. This results in me re-co-editing the zine. That's fine, issue out soon.

At nightfall, chat picks up, energy picks up, temperatures drop and I feel better by the moment. Also, otherworldy energies I interperet and grasp. Those of ones who were, but are not any longer. Call it byproduct of having lived over a large cavernous area for seven years. There, paranormal elements of..life, were in-view, explanatory. In years following, a direct and acknowledged attention is paid to this – pertinence. This energy.

I feel good, of course. So on I go.

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Things to not do in web design. Ever. For any amount of money, or for any reason.

Photos too close together. Close proximity is ok, but when the photo expands, enlarges, highlights, or “raises” from the surface – keep the photos spaced apart. I need to be able to cursor over a bit to continue to scroll, if necessary

On photo expansion: stay safe, leave it out

Accept/Reject cookies. Leave it out. The GDPR practice is nil. No country in the history of the Web, or countries, will prosecute someone “violating” GDPR compliance policies

Sign in with Google in upper-right. Makes the site unusable until dismissed. You want people to use your site or/and buy your product? Prioritize that, not Google accommodating a sign-in method. Can't implement a sign-in method using a database? Don't build a website!

Mousing to the left, to the right, horizontal, or any other direction that prompts a sad and desperate “Don't leave! Join our newsletter club!” prompt: leave it out. I'm leaving for a reason (likely due to any or all of the reasons above (and below))

Prompting one to sign up for Newsletter Club™ upon first visiting the site. 90% likelihood that people visiting your site for the first time are visiting it for the first time. No one wants to join a newsletter/mailing list before exploring what the website is.

Banner drop-downs: ok if I am mousing over a particular section “Mens Clothing”, for example. Mousing over anywhere on the top banner, and having the entirety of the page covered with every possible section – no. Leave that out.

Drop-down menus that take up the entire page. Leave it out. I am visiting your website, not a page dedicated to one, enormous drop-down menu.

Enormous fonts. No need. People can wear glasses or zoom the page. <h1> font can/should swing it, if people need a larger font, let them handle it. Font at 50pt takes up more space than needed to exhibit a product. Smaller font, more room for items to potentially be sold. Simple.

Changing a feature of an item (color, quantity) causing a page refresh. Nope. Photos can update on-page and live, quantity can be updated in-cart without the current page being refreshed.

Auto-play video. Auto-nope.

Auto-play audio. Auto-nope.

Scrolling past a video for a “fuck you” popup to follow me down the page. Nope nope nope.

Knock this shit off. Make a page that functions. If you're a store, sales happen faster when the customer isn't furious.

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I'll mention a thing I just now managed to put into mental thought/word. A blank page, the limitless-ness of writing, the voided out text editor or the fresh piece of paper – the thoughts and mental meanderings of what-about-what, what to write, what to express, what to create – it's important for the blankness of that to be strong. To be present. And far reaching, if possible.

That is why I keep and maintain ttt-archive, which is where some of these writings end up. This site (ttt.computer) is the blank page. The slate to create ;)

An archive is that – an archive. Jots and thoughts and words of significance that go to the time and place where they belong. Words and ideas that mean so much when written, serving their duties as a self-induced catharsis of letters. After their service is through, an archive for their dignity. The better entries, anyway (a jot about waiting in front of a grocery store for it to open, and short list of what will be bought – all the same if forgotten).

So I don't hesitate to delete to impermanence, or to archive for memory – whatever the situation calls for. But the page and site remain blank. A single-post offering. As strong and willful as it is the moment it is written. A day or so in the sun – until another needs light, and then the former passes the torch to the latter. Words birthing words.

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Short/abstract: the (lack of) morals, when a company, an executive team, or even CEO, go to a financial institution, a hedge fund, a wealthy investor, and solicit $200B, $400B + to the intake of $1.5T (and counting!) over time (all the “big” tech/AI companies are on the hook for roughly this amount), and effectively having one technology, and promising another.

What they have: access to, and leasing of, supercomputers, which they use in conjunction with LLM's (large language models), which can do a fair bit of impressive computing – “brute force” style. Throw intensely powerful hardware at it, “fuel” it with knowledge pools and sifted/stolen data – watch “magic” happen.

What they promise (investors): Actual Magic™ in the form of software that will fix it's own code, write newer versions of itself, replace all human-reliance on the building/development of current and new software (and hardware). Come up with it's own hyper efficient methods of implementing and designing hardware and software to work quickly and cheaply. (all this the lie of GenAI)

It's like if I told someone I had a Ferrari in the garage – but not just that, a flying Ferrari, and once the cash was exchanged, opening the garage to show only a moderately decent sedan – not useless, but not too great, either.

Parables aside, tech co's know what they're doing. They know the hot phrase of GenAI will never materialize.

The phrase fraud comes to mind

Part of the AI Notes series. Previous entries here

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Courtesy of Rebecca Blood of rebecca's pocket circa September 7, 2000 here (thank you, Wayback Machine, and the 82mhz.net's Linkdump for re-reminding me of the blog rebecca's pocket) :)

So, some commentary (from me) on her (sincere, experienced, and pioneering) views on the subject (blogging). First an excerpt, then some comments following it. Enjoy and love to all!

Starting, she sort of gives a rough definition to blogging (what blogs are, how they are updated) at the start of the entry..

Rebecca Blood: [Their..] editors present links both to little-known corners of the web and to current news articles they feel are worthy of note. Such links are nearly always accompanied by the editor's commentary. An editor with some expertise in a field might demonstrate the accuracy or inaccuracy of a highlighted article or certain facts therein; provide additional facts he feels are pertinent to the issue at hand; or simply add an opinion or differing viewpoint from the one in the piece he has linked. Typically this commentary is characterized by an irreverent, sometimes sarcastic tone.

Comment/response from me: A+ and +1 for the sarcastic note, as I've felt a huge PC-ification of online writing, especially blogs, since the renaissance of blogs came online in 2020. But, less filters means more people saying/writing what they feel, and expressing it in any means necessary. With more self expression online, more blogs, more journal entries, and more independence through owning/controlling one's site, the more at liberty they are to just say what they want. To BE their true selves online!

Rebecca Blood: While weblogs had always included a mix of links, commentary, and personal notes, in the post-Blogger explosion increasing numbers of weblogs eschewed this focus on the web-at-large in favor of a sort of short-form journal. These blogs, often updated several times a day, were instead a record of the blogger's thoughts: something noticed on the way to work, notes about the weekend, a quick reflection on some subject or another. Links took the reader to the site of another blogger with whom the first was having a public conversation or had met the previous evening, or to the site of a band he had seen the night before. Full-blown conversations were carried on between three or five blogs, each referencing the other in their agreement or rebuttal of the other's positions. Cults of personality sprung up as new blogs appeared, certain names appearing over and over in daily entries or listed in the obligatory sidebar of “other weblogs” (a holdover from Cam's original list). It was, and is, fascinating to see new bloggers position themselves in this community, referencing and reacting to those blogs they read most, their sidebar an affirmation of the tribe to which they wish to belong.

Comment/response from me: I more or less re-discovered this “by accident” or “happy coincidence”, however one would want to put it. I started with Write.as(/tmo) in mid-2017, and it was less than a year before me and several other bloggers were sort of talking through blogs, as our responses to/from one another came in the form of a blog entry. A link, or links, or a passionately written post usually spurred the exchange(s).

Rebecca Blood: But the influx of blogs has changed the definition of weblog from “a list of links with commentary and personal asides” to “a website that is updated frequently, with new material posted at the top of the page.”

The blogger, by virtue of simply writing down whatever is on his mind, will be confronted with his own thoughts and opinions. Blogging every day, he will become a more confident writer. A community of 100 or 20 or 3 people may spring up around the public record of his thoughts. Being met with friendly voices, he may gain more confidence in his view of the world; he may begin to experiment with longer forms of writing, to play with haiku, or to begin a creative project—one that he would have dismissed as being inconsequential or doubted he could complete only a few months before.

Comment/response from me: Right, blogging is equal parts forming a community and finding one's (writing) voice through daily entries. Confidence comes along with these things (although, caution about ego – it's a killer!)

Rebecca Blood: We are being pummeled by a deluge of data and unless we create time and spaces in which to reflect, we will be left with only our reactions. I strongly believe in the power of weblogs to transform both writers and readers from “audience” to “public” and from “consumer” to “creator.” Weblogs are no panacea for the crippling effects of a media-saturated culture, but I believe they are one antidote.

Comment/response from me: This last part is my favorite part of the entire entry. Not just foretelling how things became, but how things in fact were in the year 2000. The “audience-to-public” part is most notable for those who may be hesitant to start a blog. It's important to let one's thoughts/ideas out onto paper (Internet) as no media outlet, channel, or pseudo-authoritative outlet, or person, is allowed to be a “gatekeeper” for knowledge or opinion. YOU count! Get your ass online and say it! :)

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